Friends.....?

What are friends?
Well... Lets see the explanation from the dictionary first....

1. a person known well to another and regarded with liking, affection, and loyalty
2. a fellow member of a party, society, etc....

Hmm.... Do I have any friends? Best friends? I don't know...

"I have~ Lots of friends." Is what I think.... But....

Are they true?

I thought I have many good friends but...
They always have other better friends than me to get with...
I'm only visible when they faced trouble and want someone to hear about it...
Other time, I'm there just to be there... I'm always not noticed.... Never....

I hate when school ask us to do a group work.
Why? Because I can never get a group...
I have friends. But they have better friends to choose from...
I'm never been chosen...
No matter how many number in a group that teacher wants us to be,
There is always other better person than me...
I'm always the last choice.... I'm only visible when they can't find any other people left....

While walking around the school, I can always see groups of people around...
There is always students walking with company...
Somehow.... I envy them.... A lot....

Haiz... Do I have friends? Or am I not worth enough to be a friend?
Maybe it's my fate to be alone....?